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nebulochaotic2020-11-18 07:09 pm
offtheboard) wrote in nebulochaotic2020-11-18 07:09 pm
Text to Eddie (REDIRECTED TO EVERY NETWORK PARTICIPANT, EDS INCLUDED)
How do you figure out what the hell to do with yourself here?
Working at a bank isn't bad, of course, but it's boring. There's no challenge to it and it's driving me nuts. Plus, they've got some really bad habits at this bank and it's driving me nuts.
INNER THOUGHT MATRIX ACTIVATED- ADDED:
And I'm making a surplus to what I'm putting out anyway considering the stipend - they really have made a mistake in how they're doing this from a money management point of view. I'm going to have more than enough saved over the course of a period of time that it's going to be me probably more ahead than I should be.
Which makes it really easy to hate my job considering I have a cushion to be picky, which doesn't really help keep my mind from wandering and from struggling to think about Patty at home and the fact that I can never go back to that and I have to figure out how to settle in here.
DARCY (text generated on your behalf);
How are you settling in, I've been thinking about you and your boys wondering if you were doing all right?
LOSERS (ADDED FILTER TO DARCY, LYDIA, AND OTHER ACQUAINTANCES -if you have talked to San you can see);
So Thanksgiving is coming up, has anybody talked any plans yet? We could do something, potentially, thoughts?
[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM/DEATH WITHIN]
Working at a bank isn't bad, of course, but it's boring. There's no challenge to it and it's driving me nuts. Plus, they've got some really bad habits at this bank and it's driving me nuts.
INNER THOUGHT MATRIX ACTIVATED- ADDED:
And I'm making a surplus to what I'm putting out anyway considering the stipend - they really have made a mistake in how they're doing this from a money management point of view. I'm going to have more than enough saved over the course of a period of time that it's going to be me probably more ahead than I should be.
Which makes it really easy to hate my job considering I have a cushion to be picky, which doesn't really help keep my mind from wandering and from struggling to think about Patty at home and the fact that I can never go back to that and I have to figure out how to settle in here.
DARCY (text generated on your behalf);
How are you settling in, I've been thinking about you and your boys wondering if you were doing all right?
LOSERS (ADDED FILTER TO DARCY, LYDIA, AND OTHER ACQUAINTANCES -if you have talked to San you can see);
So Thanksgiving is coming up, has anybody talked any plans yet? We could do something, potentially, thoughts?
[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM/DEATH WITHIN]
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Dude, there's nothing wrong with that. Nobody's saying you can't still love her and miss her, man. Shit, my marriage was a fucking mess, but I still love Marty and miss her sometimes, so it follows that you would definitely miss Patty, if your marriage was still a good one. I think you don't really have a choice but to move forward, though. Whether you like it or not, this place brought you back to life, so just by the nature of life itself, you have no choice but to move forward. Happy, though...that's up to you. Don't you think she'd want you to be happy, too, though, man? Even if you couldn't be happy with her?
Yeah, I mean...Marty and I tried really hard for kids. It just never panned out. I wouldn't have tried so hard if I didn't really want 'em, you know? So yeah, I've thought about it.