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nebulochaotic2020-11-18 07:09 pm
offtheboard) wrote in nebulochaotic2020-11-18 07:09 pm
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How do you figure out what the hell to do with yourself here?
Working at a bank isn't bad, of course, but it's boring. There's no challenge to it and it's driving me nuts. Plus, they've got some really bad habits at this bank and it's driving me nuts.
INNER THOUGHT MATRIX ACTIVATED- ADDED:
And I'm making a surplus to what I'm putting out anyway considering the stipend - they really have made a mistake in how they're doing this from a money management point of view. I'm going to have more than enough saved over the course of a period of time that it's going to be me probably more ahead than I should be.
Which makes it really easy to hate my job considering I have a cushion to be picky, which doesn't really help keep my mind from wandering and from struggling to think about Patty at home and the fact that I can never go back to that and I have to figure out how to settle in here.
DARCY (text generated on your behalf);
How are you settling in, I've been thinking about you and your boys wondering if you were doing all right?
LOSERS (ADDED FILTER TO DARCY, LYDIA, AND OTHER ACQUAINTANCES -if you have talked to San you can see);
So Thanksgiving is coming up, has anybody talked any plans yet? We could do something, potentially, thoughts?
[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM/DEATH WITHIN]
Working at a bank isn't bad, of course, but it's boring. There's no challenge to it and it's driving me nuts. Plus, they've got some really bad habits at this bank and it's driving me nuts.
INNER THOUGHT MATRIX ACTIVATED- ADDED:
And I'm making a surplus to what I'm putting out anyway considering the stipend - they really have made a mistake in how they're doing this from a money management point of view. I'm going to have more than enough saved over the course of a period of time that it's going to be me probably more ahead than I should be.
Which makes it really easy to hate my job considering I have a cushion to be picky, which doesn't really help keep my mind from wandering and from struggling to think about Patty at home and the fact that I can never go back to that and I have to figure out how to settle in here.
DARCY (text generated on your behalf);
How are you settling in, I've been thinking about you and your boys wondering if you were doing all right?
LOSERS (ADDED FILTER TO DARCY, LYDIA, AND OTHER ACQUAINTANCES -if you have talked to San you can see);
So Thanksgiving is coming up, has anybody talked any plans yet? We could do something, potentially, thoughts?
[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM/DEATH WITHIN]
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Yeah, it's definitely not that weird, so I for sure don't think you're a whackjob, Stan lol
STAN;
Okay yeah, that's really, really weird. I can't say I've ever encountered that sort of thing before and I am pretty well-accustomed to expecting the unexpected at this point in my life.
It was ridiculous, so it's probably better that you can't, but yeah, we're both fine, relatively speaking. Neither of us is very happy about it, but we're physically okay.
Sure did and it sure was, sweetie. I mean, yeah. I settled in eventually. Honey, I've been in Lawrence on and off for like five years now. The boys are too young to remember much else. It's more home to me than home is, these days, if I'm being fully honest.
Also, I don't know if you meant for it to have been seen or not, and you can tell me to butt out if you'd rather I just drop it, but I saw that you'd said to your friend up there that you can't have a family alone...?
Yes, you can. Family is what you make of it, Stan. I thought the same thing. I thought there's no way I could be a single mother of twins but you know what? I think I'm doing a pretty great job and it's not so bad. It's hard, sometimes, don't get me wrong. But you can have a family by yourself if you really want one. I just...felt like that needed to be refuted.