memory share; random

[passedthedoor]

[Visible to literally any and everyone that wants to see it - whole video applicable.

Warnings: domestic abuse, violence, blood, murder.

Threadjacking, whatever, is a-okay.]

Ghost!Sally remembers her death.

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[duelo]

I'm guessing not in this direction and I'm sorry about it.

He pushed you down the stairs. But it was like a memory within a memory or something? It was like I was remembering you remembering yourself having a fight with him and him pushing you down the stairs.

I really hope that was my imagination. Nobody deserves to be treated like that.

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[passedthedoor]

It's not something you can help but I appreciate the sentiment.

Yeah when I died I didn't remember how, I didn't remember how it happened or that Danny was the one that did it, it took me longer than it should have to get those memories back.

So it's not your imagination. It was real and I'm sorry that you had to see it.

[duelo]

I'm sorry that you had to endure it. Sometimes it's hard to see something when it's right in front of you. I've had exes who tried to kill me before. I had one who murdered my whole family.

It makes you feel really fucking stupid when you finally put the pieces together, I know that feeling. Too well. ...this is the shittiest way I could ever have an opportunity to offer this but...if you ever want to talk about it with someone who kind of gets it... I'm around.

Hopefully, for your sake, I'm the only one who saw it and it'll begin and end with this conversation.

[passedthedoor]

Wait you've had exes - as in multiple - that tried to kill you? Holy shit, Derek...

You really do from the sound of it, god. I didn't think that I'd be saying that right now, and I just literally had to read what you said three times for it to click that you might be one of the few people that can actually say that and it not be horseshit. Shitty or not I appreciate it, it just...it's rought because I feel like I should have done things so differently looking back. And, for the record, if you ever need to talk - or have a girl vetted I'm around. My judgement has grown for the better, for the record.

That's usually not my luck, but wisheful thinking.

[duelo]

Yeah, two, if you can believe it. So if you think you feel stupid, imagine how I feel looking back at my life.

Yeah, I probably am. I'm kind of okay with being in a minority if that's the minority I'm in. It's not a club I'd wish membership on anyone, that's for sure.
And yeah, I know, I like to think mine has, too. It's impossible not to look at the past and nitpick the things you'd have done differently or notice the things you didn't notice when they were right in front of you. I get it.

I'll keep my fingers crossed.

[passedthedoor]

I can imagine, but I can't say I think you're stupid all the same. I may not know you well, but I've gathered that much already.

It really is a shitty club. We've got a few of those going on here, unfortunately. But, if nothing else, there seem to be people here that, no matter what you've been through get it on some level like you and me and this. So I guess that's something. Supe solidarity, or whatever.

I'll knock on some wood for good measure.

[duelo]

Guess that makes two of us then. If I'm not allowed to feel stupid, you can't either.

Supe solidarity indeed.

Good call.

[passedthedoor]

I can make that deal for now.

Thanks for reaching out, Derek, I know it had to be awkward, but weird as it might be this helped a little.

[duelo]

I'm glad I could help. I'm around. I meant that when I said it. If you need or want to talk, I mean; I'm around.

[passedthedoor]

Thanks, Derek - I'll take you up on that sometime.

[duelo]

You're welcome. I hope you do.