passedthedoor: (srs)

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[personal profile] passedthedoor 2020-05-01 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not weird that someone would say it so much as I'm still, even though I pretend that I'm not, dealing an abusive ex-fiancee who murdered me, killed himself, and haunted me both ways. I keep carrying that forward with me trying not to fall back into being the same person. And the fact that I fell for a vampire who was addicted to blood and all the relationships that I have formed since the murderous ex-fiancee have meant either being lied to and lying to others, happened whiel I was literally turning into a zombie, or I wasn't as important as other things it doesn't make for a lot of compliments being thrown out there.
riskanalyst: (16)

[personal profile] riskanalyst 2020-05-01 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Holy shit, Sally, is all of that true?
passedthedoor: (worry)

[personal profile] passedthedoor 2020-05-01 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Didn't exactly write it out like that, or mean for it to be shared outright like that, but yeah....every word of it.
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[personal profile] riskanalyst 2020-05-01 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I'm even more impressed with your optimism than I already was, for whatever that's worth. Jesus Christ, I mean...if I went through all of that, I wouldn't be as nice a person as you've been, I can almost guarantee it. That's fucked up, I'm really sorry.
passedthedoor: (dark tilt)

[personal profile] passedthedoor 2020-05-03 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
That means a lot, actually. Sometimes I think I manage to forget how far I've come, it's nice to have a little bit of a reminder. I just...don't want to be like Danny - hurting other people because I can, I've done it (and am still ashamed of it, just to be real) and I don't want to be that person.
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[personal profile] riskanalyst 2020-05-03 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't seem like that person to me, for whatever it's worth. You seem like a badass, to be honest.
passedthedoor: (eating and lol)

[personal profile] passedthedoor 2020-05-03 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Eddie. I'll definitely take badass, even like the idea of badass, personally.