deadashale: (upset)

Fail!Filter Derek/Laura

[personal profile] deadashale 2020-05-04 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Didn't exactly mean for you to see any of that, but yeah.

And you have to know that you were a kid when everything happened with Kate, Derek. She took advantage of you and it's not your fault. I never should have gone back to Beacon Hills alone the way I did, though. I literally abndoned you even if it wasn't what I meant to do - I'm always going to feel guilty for that. I was stupid and reckless when there were only two of us left - mom wouldn't have made the mistakes that I did.
duelo: (вυт ι ℓσνє тσ яєα∂)

Fail!Filter Derek/Laura

[personal profile] duelo 2020-05-04 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Mom wasn't eighteen years old and saddled with raising a teenage boy while trying to mourn most of her family and grapple with leaving the surviving one behind in a home. She wouldn't have made the mistakes you did because she wouldn't have been in your shoes. Don't do that to yourself.
deadashale: (alpha/in charge)

Fail!Filter Derek/Laura

[personal profile] deadashale 2020-05-04 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
She was raising me to be like her, and to make better decisions than I did, though, Derek. I should have though more and done better, but I'll try if you do.

You obviously still blame yourself for Kate when you were even younger than me, you were a kid - the only one responsible for one happened to everyone was Kate. And I guess in the same vein the only one responsible for what happened to me is Peter, not me for my bad choices.
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Fail!Filter Derek/Laura

[personal profile] duelo 2020-05-04 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
She wasn't done teaching you, Laura.

Yeah...yeah, I know you're right. So yeah, okay. I'll try if you do.