Didn't exactly mean for you to see any of that, but yeah.

And you have to know that you were a kid when everything happened with Kate, Derek. She took advantage of you and it's not your fault. I never should have gone back to Beacon Hills alone the way I did, though. I literally abndoned you even if it wasn't what I meant to do - I'm always going to feel guilty for that. I was stupid and reckless when there were only two of us left - mom wouldn't have made the mistakes that I did.