[Having to make a decision - on ethat feels important, one that she's pretty sure is going to dictate whether or not the next time they hang out is in a few days or a few weeks - freaks her out. It's paralyzing, and she knows she can't just shut the feed and run away because he might come looking for her, and that would probably be worse right now.
He thinks about the mistletoe, and - she hasn't, really, but she also made the decision not to, so does that even count? Besides, she'd been more concerned with not having someone to grab lunch with more than something stupid like a kissing tradition. Jesus. She's thinking about it now, and that just feels immensely stupid.
Shaking herself, shaking her head, Vanya shrugs her shoulders up to her ears.]
It's fine, it's just - let's just forget about it, okay? [The whole conversation. Maybe the mistletoe, too? She is fully incapable of clarifying.]
Private - Vanya | Derek;
He thinks about the mistletoe, and - she hasn't, really, but she also made the decision not to, so does that even count? Besides, she'd been more concerned with not having someone to grab lunch with more than something stupid like a kissing tradition. Jesus. She's thinking about it now, and that just feels immensely stupid.
Shaking herself, shaking her head, Vanya shrugs her shoulders up to her ears.]
It's fine, it's just - let's just forget about it, okay? [The whole conversation. Maybe the mistletoe, too? She is fully incapable of clarifying.]